Some words are better left unsaid...

I regret telling it but I'm glad as well 'cause at least now he knows how I feel. It's all divided into certain percentage of certain perspectives.

My case? It's more like 35% of trusts, 15% of influences, 40% of desires and 10% of misunderstandings. I'm not talking about the whole thing is built up all these. It's just the problem I'm having now is something like that. 

35% of trusts. I should trust him, I know. But I guess I'm a little too sensitive & sometimes I'm right with what's my intuitions' telling me.

15% of influences. Just like sometimes we think it's wrong but yet do it because others are doing the same. I've been there, done that.

40% of desires. We all have it. It's strong, it's pulling you away from who you are but sometimes you can't fight it cause in the end desires are all we have.

10% of misunderstandings. Words are not enough. Actions are sometimes misinterpreted. People say, "Actions are better than words." Is it true?

All together 100% created a problem to me. Starting from a really small matter. I'm definitely committing sloth & wrath.

Drop Dead

It's been a long time since I update my blog... It's time people!

"Boring" dropped by and I'm dead. xD Boredom kills. 

Let's see what happened in between the period of the last post and this post...

#1) Study leave & CNY

#2) House Party after 1st paper

#3) Finals sucked but drinking session was fun

#4) New pet came into my life

#5) "Jalan Mati" incident

#6) Sem break's here again...

Uhm...I'm gonna skip the boring part of my life which is (#1) and (#6). Starting off with (#2)! After the first paper of finals which is 'Writing For Business', we had a House Party. It was pretty fun. 4 newbies joined us (Ashleigh, Sherry, Edward, Jerome & Navin). I think we finished a bottle of Chivas, Black Label, Tequila Gold, Absolut Vodka & half a bottle of "forgot-what's-the-name-liquor". Ashleigh & Sherry are amazing! Each of them committed a sin or more. Let the game begin...

¶ Ashleigh - Lust

¶ Sherry - Gluttony

¶ Edward - Lust

¶ Jerome - Sloth

¶ Navin - Pride

**This is not a insult, it's just a sin that everyone will commit. After all, this blog is about the sins people have committed & yet to commit.**

Back to the topic, the After Party was in Ipoh. =P Only a few of us went but it's okay, we get our Starbucks & caught a movie there. (Even though I slept of in the beginning of the movie) We had fun & I came home pissed. Thanks to the biatch. Fuck it.

Move on to (#3). After finals was pretty fucked up. But the drinking session we had was pretty cool. Never get a chance to drink with Law though. He left Kampar. *sigh* Nothing much happened that night. Finish off the beers and the liquor that was left from the House Party. Embarrassingly, I puked that night. It's all because of the cheap liquor that Ash poured for me. He dared me, so I took the dare & pay for the consequences. 

(#4) here we go! New pets. It's not really new to me. But they're the cutest little thing that I'm having right now. Their names are Mr. & Mrs. Ashton. Take a look at them... xD

Last but not least, before the sem break starts, (#5) is pretty creepy...my friend & I drove my little baby viva to "Jalan Mati" which is a half-built highway to some place that goes through a jungle or mountain or whatever. Out of curiosity about the "Alice-in-the-wonderland-tunnel", we went there again & I was so excited about seeing those ducks! It's like thousands of ducks walking along the lake. It's so darn cute & that's the first time I've seen so many ducks in my life.

Sem break can only describe in one word, BORING!

XOXO,

..::Emi G::..

Stupidity kills

Another sin committed.

GLUTTONY - Nimis.

Because of our stupidity, it actually hurts ourselves. This is one of the sins that we all committed in our everyday lives. No matter who or where you are, we all have been through that at least once. 

About an hour and a half ago, my friend and I planned cook dinner ourself. We planned to make sandwiches. We did. We ate. And we can barely stand. But the thing about it is just we made too much for ourselves and ended up with leftovers. Imagine a big can of sardine, 3 eggs, 12 slices of bread and mayo. 4 sardine and 2 egg sandwiches. I can barely finish my 2nd sandwich but at least my friend, he can almost finish 3. I gave the leftover to my housemate upstairs.

That's GLUTTONY right there!!

Again, stupidity kills. In this case (gluttony), if you think you can finish it, think again. Or if you think you can't finish it, make sure you don't cook too much. It's not fun to feel like a pig - laziness. Well, well, well, laziness bring us to another sin, which is SLOTH.

Sloth is a sin with loads of meaning and laziness is part of the sin which we all committed all the time. For example, I'm too lazy to attend classes. I'm too lazy to walk to your house from mine. Whatever laziness it is, in this case, eating too much bring the laziness in you unwillingly to move. Unwillingly to act. Unwillingly to care. In other words, you just feel like sitting wherever you are and do nothing.

One sin leads to another.

Kampar Life

Kampar is nothing much but a dead town. If it's not because of the people you hang out with, you will probably die here.

Here are the bunch that I hang out with the most in Kampar...FUN!!

The Spartans: They're fun and every moment being with them is a blast. Sometimes it's gonna be a little boring but by spending time with them would eventually find something to do. They love to drink. At least Law, Jon, Vendell, Tien Seng & Sam loves to drink. They talk cock all the time but still manage to sit for the finals. haha!

The Bitches: There's actually a reason that why they call us the bitches. All of us have qualities. LOL! But whatever it is we tell each other everything. I don't mean everything everything. What I meant is that mostly everything the 3 of us should know about each other and care for each other. Personally, if someone hurt either Caroline or Intan, I would hunt that person down. That's how much I care about them.

The "oinks": Thanks to Tien Seng. Someone invented "oink" by calling Toink Seng. That's why we have our nickname changed and add the "oink" at the back of it. Like, Loink, Jonatoink, Vendoink, Toink Seng, Intoink, Caroloink and Gotoink or Emoink. And it's such fun creating nonsense with them 'cause I bet in the future when we look back we could all laugh about it.

The Sisters: Well, at least this I know the history about it. Intan and I created it. It all started when Intan, Jon and I were in the cafeteria. We were all picking up songs on Intan's apple. And then I'm not sure why Intan and I started saying sisters out loud. And Jon was like, "sshhh..". We included him as well and shouted, "GIRL POWER!". Since then, Intan & I call Jon sister. He's my sister now. LOL!

All of the above, we all committed 2 sins. Which are LUST and GLUTTONY. Why?

• Lust: We have a desire for hot people and we all have our own sex lives.
• Gluttony: We all drink until we drop!
  

Life Started With.....

Mannequins are like life-size dolls, lay figure or whatever you may call it. It is just a jointed model of human body by an artist who made it. Perfections are the creations of the artist who made them. The idea of perfections in human figure started with this and the concept of perfections changes from time to time. Get yourself back to era where every women wanted a minuscule waist, but few years ago, becoming anorexic is becoming another trend for models. Now, we all hear about being voluptuous is sexy. How are we suppose to change human figure in time following what's hot and what's not?

BE YOURSELF!

It's easy to say but it's hard to do. I know. We know. Being oneself is hard to control the evilness we have in nature. Violence and careless towards certain matters affects us everyday. It affects us TODAY. The daily routines that we follow. EVERYTHING.

Why it affects us everyday? For instance, lust. Lust is a thoughts or desire of a sexual nature. If we see a gorgeous, hot and handsome dude in front of us, we wish to sex them all night long. But hey, that's just a thought. But thinking of it makes us imagine, and imagining makes us horny. Simple.

Another example, pride. Pride is known as the deadliest sins in the list. Everyone have their own pride. I have to admit that sometimes, my pride are over the limit. Being so proud of myself and vain. Compliments are good but when we take it to another level, it's bad. Building up self-esteem and confidence is different from being to proud. Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor.".

Humans are unpredictable. It may not be visible to us but we commit sins everyday in our lives.

Stay tune for more deadly sins for upcoming posts.